*sobss* finished watching Dou Yu. still gort 2nd epidode bahs. but the shuai ge, Yu Hao, died. just coz of one wicked woman who loved him but her love was nort reciprocated by Yu Hao coz Yu Hao loved Xiao Yan Zi[sparrow]. haiss. will type down the story at night bahs.

today quite early go home norhs. nearly late today. luckily we chiong into school. hahs. (: and then had Physics. soo tired coz the previous night i was watching Dou Yu till 2am+ bahs. soo very lerthagic norhs. want to doze off but kana caught by ms wee. English. ms waheeda nort in good mood today. Recess. went down with wen annabella and the rest. had our meals and we went up talked. Maths. i was damnn upset and disappointed by my maths test's results. failed by a mark. i should nort fail. i should pass, if nort fer my careless mistakes. mr gan wrote consoling words on my paper, touched by him. suchaa gre8 teacher. bygones are bygones. shall work harder next time. (: History. Mr Kan told us alort of hints fer our papers. luckily he told us orhs, coz our studying of the chapters can minimise ler mahs. School dismissal. was told the commitee members gathered at the special room. we went down and had band meeting about the band stuffs. after that, saw people playing bball. went home with w.c. took bus home, thought of alort of things.

reached home bathed ler watched Dou Yu till i finished the episode. sad ending. is it everytime sad ending de..?

[-- i apologised fer going home first. i appreciated and was glad that you asked me to play bball at the other court, but i had people to avoid, my "friends" 's guys. i don't want to go near anymore to them ler, to avoid unnecessary problems. i can't find you, thus didn't told you a word before going home. hope you understand. (: and i know i can't go back to my old world anymore, i'm unable to go back ler. because of guys, hais. perhaps this is all predestined de bahs. we may nort be soo good like before ler, but hope so that we can still remain as friends, but those types whom you can pour your sorrows or joys to. perhaps ba. but if you are mad with me, sorry. and please don't hate me --]

and fer *her*, hate me fer all you cann. i wouldn't caree anymore. badmouthed me fer all you want. say nasty things behind my backk. i wouldn't caree anymore. i know that you've been badmouthing me recently, go ahead. and don't ask how i know. the only thing i want to say is, please grow up. i'm nort critising you, but its time to know when to do things right and when to do things wrong. i wouldn't blame you, coz i knew that the more i remember this, the more unhappy i am, so why should i be upset over you..? its nort worth it. perhaps maybe in the past its worth it, but now its nort. i can say. you can say me to all you can, but one day you yourself will be tired of all these.but please don't give me that face like what you give me today when we accidentally met, see liao also wanted so desperately to get out of my old life.

sorry, i can't continue typing.. got to go and have a nap. cry out and sleep and forget everything. *shakes head* i swore never to cry fer people nort worth it again. tata and ciaoos ..

*__ Before u critises sum1, walk a mile into their shoes.. that way, u will be a mile from them. and you'll have their shoes. __*




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